If you ask anyone that's been living with abusive or toxic relationships whether they want a better, healthier life, you'd hear a big yes. But actually doing the work to get there is almost too painful to try. You have to stand up for yourself and not allow the abuse to happen again. This takes inner strength which has been most likely depleted by the abuser. You need a concrete plan which is most likely derailed by the abuser. They always seem to be one step ahead.
What can you do?
Heal yourself. One step at a time. Know your worth. Take responsibility for what path your life takes with every thought and every action. Rebuild your life. Any way you can.